Saturday, October 25, 2008

Remembering Baby Sai


I was blessed with his presence for only a short while but thankful none the less. I rocked him and sang to him and told him stories with Madhava on my lap that was growing smaller and smaller. He kicked like a kung foo master and I could see his kicks and punches and flips amazingly bulging through my skin. For whatever reason the Universe had for him or for us, he wasn't supposed to stay here very long. He was born at almost 5 months gestation either because of incompetent cervix or from placental abruption. His little body was strong and perfect and he looked exactly like his little brother. We only held him for a moment watching his heart beat through his chest and watching him practice breathing before the cord was cut and he left.

We remember him during my favorite season. We remember him when we play in the leaves and wait for the pumpkins to ripen. When the summer finally cools off and we start preparing for the holidays. I do not remember him with sadness, I am thankful for the opportunity to be with him.


So for all my friends that also have Angel Babies and for all those sweet little Angel Babies....

Let the wind be behind you,
Angels dance with you
And your consciousness
Guide you to victory.

Let the Angels, The Great Souls, The Avatars,
And all Incarnations of God
Pray for you.

Walk tall and bless all,
In your innocence with your love,
For each one's peace
And prosperity.

Remember what time wants;
Serve the needs of the time and space.
You will be sacred, exalted,
Beautiful, bountiful and fulfilled
-Yogi Bhajan

4 comments:

Spooky said...

((HUGS))

Mahala said...

Wow.
I'm speechless after reading this.
Commenting because I want to honor you, Sai, and Love.

Shae said...

What a beautiful post. Thank you so much for sharing.

Anonymous said...

MY HEART ACHES FOR YOU AND YOUR LOSS. THE PAIN OF YOUR LOSS IS UNIMAGINABLE.

YOUR POST WAS HEART-WARMING AND BEAUTIFUL.

MAY YOU FIND PEACE.

WITH LOVE-